GOD DAMMIT

Listening to: remedy~ Seether
Feeling: placid
OMG.. I hate my dad soo.. much.. I dont think he even knows.. I called him tonight.. to tell him that I need money for cheerleading and he hardley ever gives me money.. and soo.. anyways.. he was mad.. cause.. the way.. I asked him.. he would be paying 96 dollars of it and my mom would only be paying 48. dollars.. and he didn't like that and he was also..like if you got a job then you I wouldn't have to pay for it cause.. you could.... I was just like.. look I looked for a job this summer.. I could have tried a little harder but still.. and he was like yeah.. soo.. I was like I know that you and my mom aren't in the greatest financial situation.. but.. my mom does basically everything for me.... and when I told him that he brought up a few things that he has done.. but he doesn't pay child support or anything.. and only gives me money.. when it isn't going to his g.f.. and.. I tried telling him all this stuff and all he did was yell at me.. so.. we didn't get anything accomplished.. but he told me that he doesn't have to give me anything.. and then kept yelling at me.. and I hung up on him.. well.. later he called me back to apologize.. but.. I just can't take his shit anymore.. I don't think of him as much of a father anymore.. I just don't care.. well.. I guess that all.. laters.. I hope things get better!.. I miss you Chris and wish you were here to put a smile on my face
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i love that quote it is so true.
Hey Jess!! I'm sorry about your Dad! I'm sure it will get better though. Keep your head up. =)