This Fucking Sucks

Listening to: Basketball game
Feeling: petrified
So Now, O know why Cody broke up with me and it was for an ugly bitch that likes to talk shit on me..and I don't even know why.. I didn't do shit to her.. I don't deserve to be treated this way. I was Great to Cody and I didn't do anything to him either.. and yet he has some asshole from ottawa say crap to me just to try to get me down.. and it worked..But I'm not going to let him know that cause I'm sure thats what he wants.. I just don't see after how long him and I were together before and then even now.. I didn't do anything to him and yet he treats me this way.. I just don't understand, I couldn't imagin treating anyone this bad.. I mean I know that at times I can be a bitch.. but I wouldn't do something like this.. And after all of this I can't call and even tell him what I think or say anything to sam.. or tell his mom.. cause I don't want to get him in trouble and I don't want him to mad. And even after all of this shit I just want him to be happy even if it isn't with me. I'm okay with that. Even if it is a 22 year old who is robin the cradle.. I hope she is happy.. Anyways.. I guess that I am done venting. By the way georgia.. if I start to act like mason, when he was sad.. please tell me and I will try to change quickly cause I don't want to do that to you guys.. I can't say I'm always going to be happy, but I'm sure going to try! alright well laters.
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ur crazy! WHo cares about him... ohh and trust me.. if you get all depressed I will be all up in your kool-aid just like I was Mason but probably worse!!