8:45 pm

Normally I relish being home alone. Today, though, it's been constant noise, constant motion. Cohen's, cleaning, drugtest getting Lain getting home getting picked up food coffee beach home pool food wawa home movie. Screaming, screaming. Phone. And now I find that I can't be by myself. I don't think I can handle it. I am trying to write an apology letter, one of three. All I can seem to come up with is: I am writing to apologize for Adam said to me: "We can either pretend [love] doesn't exist and be numb, or we can accept the fact that it exists and move on. Or we can be emo." C.Oberst counters: "But you. You write such pretty words, But life's no storybook. Love's an excuse to get hurt, And to hurt. Do you like to hurt? I do, I do."
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lol yep. u seriusly called me. and then we seriusly talked for like 5 hours.
like a baby
Well, technically yes. We have a supermarket chain called ASDA that was taken over by Walmart a couple of years ago. Apparently they are going to change the name at some point but so far it's still ASDA.

We have quite a few cheap clothes shops though, most notably one called Primark. I've never actually found something I want to buy from there, which is upsetting as the prices are so damn reasonable.
[Anonymous]
that sounds nice. pittsburgh wouldn't be so bad if i lived in the actual city...i live in a suburb outside of pittsburgh called Gibsonia. It's been rather warm here, as well. I'm ungrounded today so some friends and I are giong to the park to play and then we're just giong to drive around and cause mayhem. what do you have planned for the weekend?
emo backwards is ome. love backwards is evol. umm backwards is mmu. of course, none of these backwards things i've made from forward words are actual words, but will ferrell is now on tv, so ... see you later.
We don't have Target. Do they sell clothes?

My examinations aren't over until next Friday. And then I've officially left school!
[Anonymous]
love’s a drug, baby. a good drug, but still a drug. nothing more and nothing less.

by way of an update, she agreed to go blue if i would agree to shave. i anticipate an eventful few days.
-matt
haha ya. i saw your diary when i first started on here. my name's mallory. i'm 16 and i live in the ever exciting pittsburgh. please note the sarcasm.