friends suck. life shouldnt go on. boys are lame. trying is never a good thing. if you wanna argue and say differently...fuck you too.

I'm a [[hopeless]] romantic. I believe in wishing on stars ;; soul mates && love that never ends. I just keep pushing myself, thinking maybe I can someday get out of here. i was born to be [[stubborn]], to be a little bit [[bitchy]]; to push people, to push myself. i was taught to never take life for granted, live a little, love with everything i had, never give up, believe in myself, but most of all, fight for myself

I've been waiting for a week for this call. Both sundays...yet I haven't gotten it. I knew I wouldn't. I'm on a sidekick and I'm talking to some guy, but FUCK I miss him!!!! I could almost cryyy

My love......take my breath away...♥.♥.♥.♥

theres nothing left but shattered memories of what we left behind life=hecticx4 prom=dramax10 love=painx34 friendships=confusionx81 he means the world to me. he makes me want to fall in love again. he brings that dorky smile to my face. he believes and makes me trust that its alright. he forces my heart to race and my mind to dream he fills my life with hope and happiness ...neither care...

((oh no,)) she fell in .l. .o. .v. .e. .♥.

I hate him, i hate him with a passion. i never wanted him to make me feel this way He meant everything to her But she meant nothing to him. and the sad thing is she'd still do anything to be with him. && you're missing what's right in front of you ;; a girl who's willing to give up anything for you there’s something about you that always makes me smile i think you’re someone special because i haven’t been able to do that in a while the best thing in the world at this moment would be falling asleep in your arms ;; and waking up in the same place I know you're worth the wait And I can't explain What I'm going through inside But I would turn away the world Just to have you here with me tonight Never fall in love with someone you will never get a chance with, it only causes pain. No matter how long I wait for you my wishes and dreams will never come true.. so the only thing left that I can do, is to hold in my tears.. and forget about you. I compare all guys I like to you and you know what, they never measure up, not even close, and the sad thing is most are better than you.. I just can't see it.... && i've got my headphones blaring so loud that it hurts, but i'm beyond caring, because all im trying to do is forget you. Somehow they mentioned your name, and someone asked me if i knew you. Looking away i thought of all the times we had together, sharing laughter, tears, jokes, and tons more, and then, without explanation you were gone. I looked to where they were waiting for my answer and then i said softly, once...I thought i did Lets lay on our backs & gaze up at the stars. Let's pretend that for a moment all that matters is you & I. Let's pretend that hearts could never be broken & even if they could. Let's pretend that you would never think of breaking mine. there's always gonna be that one boy that when he smiles at you, it brightens your day & when he talks to you, all your problems go away && when you see him, your heart beats a mile a minute. .. thats when you know in your life he's the only one that should be in it I'd rather argue with you than kiss someone else So, once again, I'll feel my heart break over something that was only in my head, but remember: I meant every word I should have left unsaid. Every night, she finds herself lying in bed, reliving and remembering every glance he did and every word he said && even though I remind myself that we'll probably never be together, I still won't let myself fall for anyone else ♥ oneglance.onesmile.oneword [ that`s all it took ] Theres a million things in this world that im not sure of. but right now, with all cetainty. im sure I miss you. JUST FOR THE RECORD: you'restillmyeverything.♥ often, the things you are scared of are the things you need the most ♥ He had a way with words. He had a way of making her weak in the knees. & he had a way of picking her up, and letting her go. for valentines day i don`t want any chocolates. i want a boy who will go to the little machines with plastic rings in it & kneel down on one knee & ask me to be his v a l e n t i n e shes letting herself go

struggling to grasp your attention i feel my grip weaken please help its not supposed to end this way stop the world freeze all time hold me in your arms we can get this right just the two of us hand in hand let the world fade away this isnt just another day im losing myself in your eyes im melting away in your arms im suffocating in your silence im falling apart in your hatred

Everyone knows I'm in over my head, over my head. with 8 seconds overtime, shes on your mind I'll never admit it. Those words will never escape my mouth. My heart will never tell anyone as of now. Its fading, faster, faster, soon gone. A foggy window, not love. ((i dont love him. i hate him))

Good things won't last forever ..take everything, leave me scrambling for something that wasnt there in the first place... I am living in and for the moments my heart is so perfectly stolen, the moments when I actually feel loved, the moments when he'll hold me and never want to let me go. well, go me, im blind. He doesn't care. never has. never will. now i sit here crying, reaching for him to come back to me, apologizing, feeling bad and he just isnt there. never has been. i want it to end.

society and people lie... boysss dont cause heartbreaks.... "friends" do the city world sleeps in flames!

She's outback counting stars I didn't find a boyyy, I found a liar and an actor. You are the greatest murderer using love as the weapon && leaving broken hearts for evidence The way he didnt touch me when I was hugging him, the way both hugs ended so quickly, and they were so blank. I feel ridiculous, I feel rejected. He is ignoring me, completely shutting me out, and it is making me want to cry. What the hell did I do? maybe I was keeping myself blind to things, maybe I hate him. --Sigh--

it's the perfect time to be in loveim falling for you more each day.♥ "As long as we are together everything will be just fine." that is how i feel. yet, i am lost. i am spinning in circles, looking for something i want so badly. but i dont know what i want! it hurts. && i see the way he looks at other girls, thats not how he looks at me. i see the way he hugs other girls, thats not how he hugs me. what's wrong with me? I have my happiness maker person yet...i do not feel that happy. -sadly enough- Let's Commit the Perfect Crime: I'll steal your heart, and You'll steal mine

Look what love gave us... i found a boyyyy. a boy who makes my heart skip a beat. a boy who makes me love my name because the way he says it. a boy who makes my heart race and weakens my breathing. a boy who gives me butterflies. a boy who makes me feel happy. a boy who i cannot get enough of. ♥ if only he were mine... If I told you I cant stop thinking about you or just the thought of you makes me smile or that I get butterflies when I hear your name or all I want is to be held tightly in your arms Would you think I'm crazy? ♥♥♥

what i thought was certainty has left me spinning in circles [again] well...i lied. i had two completely wonderful days...then it failed. i broke down, cried, not fun. no justification as to why i was crying, but i know i had no reason. *jerkk* can go to hell.

hush now....don't say a word. everything has been going good. its weird. it shouldnt be this way. im just waiting for some huge thing to come crashing down. but the past two days have been greattttt. && i got so many hugs from so many people whom i love. ♥

There's a song blaring in Her headphones that reminds Her of a boy who will never care.

WHY do I even try? I mean come on..I am like beyond BiPOLAR && I am convinced I have ADHD! I seriously have issues. Trying is pointless...Nobody loves people who have issues.

el es mi amor...mi vida...mi quebranto No me hagas sufrir...no me hagas llorar...

Anyone who says sunshine brings happiness has never danced in the rain The rain makes me happy && I now feel childish. I hugged people while being soaking wet because i spent over half an hour in the rain just dancing && spinning && singing. it was great. But almost everyone I hugged...FREAKED out && pushed me away!