so heres the truth you were right all along they were never my friends i was living a lie.
i try to find who i am but i get lost in the end sometimes its hard to know what's real when your not
I hate how I say im happy. he makes me happy. i am over someones bullshit. i take a stance && say he cannot hurt me, not again. && im content with what was my entire life being NOTHiNG NOW.
Happy? yeah. i believed so.
I just put the past as the past, && focused on what i had. friends who cared and something i was living for.
Then, you guess it. it failed AGAIN!
i have to write an essay....on something that i wish i could go back and change.
where the fuck do i begin?
as i cry && ask for an alternate assignment what does she do?
you can do it on a goal you set && everything else had just not mattered
well...its the same thing, same person.
i am trying to forget the past but it keeps being brought up.
i cried for like an hour during lunch && classes. i hate it.
really.
well
you fall
& you get back up again
its just the roller coaster...
you'll get through.
i have faith in you.