Geez what is the thing with this Sitdiary......it sucks to the highest extreme....oh and yes btw I am a total girly-girl at heart but I have a rocker side!!!The people that you want to have sitdiary...do not have it..adn the people you don't want to..have it.......and I am totally getting sick of my friends(except julie)....like my "friends" that say they are my friends,but don't really act like it....drive me INSANE!!!!!!!Like they think they know me but they really don't.......even though they have "known" me since 3rd grade...and if I could go back and change the first impression that I made...I would bcause,The impression I made was that I was some boy-crazy freak!!!!Now that kicks me in the butt everytime a kid says something!!!!!If you read this Michaella,Justine,Bridget,or Julie ,or even John...now you know how I FEEL!!!!I am so not who I was in 3rd grade......I have totally changed..okay sure I stilll like boys....and I am kinda boy-crazy but stil!!!!!When my "friends" talk about sports ..I just want to ..............scream!!and then they will say "whatever"...and mostly to Michaella........if you laugh after reading this entry then... I guess we are so not meant to be friends!!! I feel like I just do not FIT in!!!!You guys may say you care..but sometimes you act like you do not!!!!and sure whatever wow big woop you guys have know each other for a Longer time than I have..but it so does not give you the right to treat me the way you do sometimes.....to all my friends who read this Sorry you have to find out online!!I just can not tell you in person......cause you will say"whatever" or "okay"!! Well BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!