i just found out that 10 days after i get back from montana devins leaving for somewhere and will be gone three weeks too... so maybe this whole thing won't work out afterall... at first i didn't think it was that important to go out with him... but now that i know hes going to be leaving too and that it will be a longer wait than i had anticipated, i'm actually kinda upset... which is weird... i must like the kid more than i realized?... but why waste the whole summer waiting for one guy?... maybe i will wait... i guess i'm serious if he is... to be continued... (in 2 1/2 months...)