spring break?

is spring break supposed to be the family filled and annoying...? this whole week has been total shit... i really wanted to go shopping today but never got around to it... i need new clothes but i'm starting to wonder if i go ahead and buy new clothes and begin to work out (like i honestly plan to) if it'll be a waste if all my new clothes don't fit anyway... gah i don't know... i really just kinda want to gain muscle and lose some flab? i guess is the word... i mean i guess i'm comfortable with my size because i know i come from a family of big people and the smallest i'll ever get again mite be a size 7... 11, which is what i am now, isn't that big rite?... i just want to be toned and not all fatty... i don't need to be skinny... or really want to be... some skinny girls just look unhealthy and like they mite break in half and die if you just poke them... hrmm... i don't really know what i want from anything anymore... anyway i guess i'm going to go to bed or at least go pretend... maybe clean my room... it deffinitly needs it... till next time... TORi*
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you should run (if you don't already). when i first started running on a treadmill i lost 20 pounds in a month and a half and went down one pant size. so if you have the determination and dedication to exercise then i'd hold off on buying new clothes.
yeah they do respect you more when you have a job. i had a job for a year after highschool but got tired of it. now it's time to work again *sigh*
well then get up out my shit giiiiirl

i'm just kidding...thanks for being nosy
yes, saturn is a he. . .the planet itself was named after the roman god of time, greenery and old age. . .in fact, Saturn was the father of Jupiter, Ceres, Pluto, Juno, Vesta, and Neptune. He was told that one of his own children would overthrow him, so he ate all his children as they were born. His wife Rhea, became upset at his actions. When she gave birth to Jupiter, she hid him in a cave on Mount Dicte and entrusted several nymphs with his..
nymphs. Rhea then gave Saturn a rock instead of the infant Jupiter. He then swallowed the rock, thinking it was the child. When Jupiter was grown, he received a goat's horn from his nymphs. The horn magically refilled and had a potion to overthrow Saturn.Jupiter became his father's cupbearer without knowledge of who Jupiter was. When Saturn drank the potion, he became violently ill. He threw up the children he swallowed before and they banished..
to the edges of the earth. Saturn is named so because the planet is further than Jupiter, and therefore appears to be Jupiter's father. Also, since Saturn is the furthest planet that can be seen with the naked eye, it seems to be on the outer edges of the solar system, just as Saturn was banished to the edges of the earth.

Make more sense now? :) yeh, I was bored too.
btw - i left 3 messages so in order for them to make sense read the last one first. . .the one the farthest down being last. . .and in the second one, "nymphs" at the very beginning is "care" and where jupiter doesn't know who jupiter is. . .it's that jupiter doesn't know who saturn is. make more sense? kay bye! OH! and no, lip rings aren't "sexy" on anyone. . .especially when food gets caught in it. sorry to bust yer bubble. . .adios!