Walk with me ya! (Growing Up Gotti)

Feeling: distraught
That's right...I'm very distraught. Mainly because it is ten o'six and I should be on the phone with Michael. I called and no one answered so I decided what else is there to do besides update those silly journal things?...so here I am, updating this silly journal thingy. I am also distraught on account...no one answered my damn question besides Chelsea...I love Chelsea soooo much. She is adorable and funny and all that anyone could ever ask for...No I'm not lesbian...but if I were...I would definatly have to make Chelsea lesbian as well and have loads of children with her. Ummm...okay the last part isn't exactly true...No kids. Ha. I hate kids. They annoy me. So I would have to beat them in the face if they didn't leave me alone and I'm too fragile (huh? me?) to go to jail, so I think no kids is the best way to go...yup yup yup. Hmmm... I made a ninety-four on my Spanish test today. Yay me. Saturday The Ice Ministry will be playing at The Masquerade and I wanna go. I gotta find someone to take me though. Hmmm...let's see...any takers? Ha. Joking. I don't wanna burden anyone. Maybe I just won't go. I actually think Chris is going so maybe I'll ask him...nope...probaly not. What was I thinking. He hates me. Oh well I will find someone. My mother annoys me soooo much. More than I think anyone (besides me of course) could bare. I don't know why she just doesn't shoot herself...sad story...all that is just from hearing her say something to someone. Oh well, what can I do about this? Absolutely nothing, and that...my friends (or lack there of) is what I tend to do. :) I need like enormous crazy amounts of sleep. I think I will go to bed early tonight. It may be the best thing to do. I have one more of these to update...I think, then I have a real journal I will probaly write in then off to be. So I'll probaly be dreaming at about one thirty or two o'clock. Hmmm...doesn't sound very early. On account of it isn't. Anyhow I'm out. Peace kids. xoxo
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i'm sorry that u feal so bad!

hope tomarow is better!

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