Well everything seems to be all blurry right now. i mean i have a crap load of school work piling up on me... like a slow but steady poison...ug lol i can barely conentrate on anything. Mreh lol. My Soc pres sucked really bad. Nothing really seemed organized. No surprise huh. lol i never work well with jocks...sigh but i seem to always get pairded with them in the end. Just trying to keep my sanity right now. i think i'm getting alot better. Not so much worring like i used to do. Life seems to deliver a lot of introverses i think, i'm about to get a few soon. Its just a feeling i'm getting. I can't tell if they are going to be good or not but i feel something is a-foot.Not quite tangable, or something i' if all that seems to sound right. Lol almost likea self fulflling prophacy, or maybe just a weird turn of events. Mreh... who knows or maybe i'm just putting to much thought into things lol. I create my own fate in the end. To obtain something you have to sacrifice something of equal value. Such simple truths are often the most acceptable. hmm i feel all poetic lol