I don't get it. I sa something innocent meant to be sweet and it offends. I try to corrct and it makes it worse. I don't get people maybe I never should've started feeling again. I am pretty sure I shouldn't have. The bad thing is the person I am talking about might read this and get even madder at me. I don't want to lose a friend over something as stupid as a misunderstood comment. I need to just stop feeling again before I get hurt bad again. History repeats itself. I am thinking about dissapearing. I know how to live on the streets I've had to b4. I am tough I can do anything. I can move to a different city and get a job and never have to talk to anyone I know, but I don't want to hurt them. I might dissapear though. I know how I have done it b4. If people keep acting the way they do I will. I get to see my best friend today and maybe my friend preston too. The might be able to cheer me up. Pretty girls suck. Life sucks. I might give myself a tattoo. I used to give them to people at school. I must sound like I am crazy but everyone is insane. I don't feel like talking to anyone but one person right now and she doesn't want to talk oh well. I am out help me if ya think ya can. later