i wish i could just find a boy. one that i like who likes me back. i still have a crush on him. i hope it goes away; sooner than later. im just hate being around couples, its annoying. im the third wheel all the time! it sucks. i want to be able to snuggle up to a boy, kiss him anytime i want, hangout with him when i have nothing else to do, have someone call me or just come over to see me. is that so unrealistic? is that ever going to happen? i hope it. i pray it will. it will, someday. your 20. im 16, almost 17. but still. youve never met me. you dont know me. dont fantasize about me. dont think im going to do things with you. dont make kissy face texts to me. dont get jealous cause i hangout with other guys. dont get mad cause i dont want to hangout with you. just stop. you dont know me, you dont know how i look, you dont know how i act, you dont know anything about me. dont pretend like you do. whats the point? i know you dont. i want you to disappear. i want to go back a week. and not texted you back. just leave me alone. i dont like you. dont say you like me. please.