ah im SO fucking done. is this a test or something? why am i getting fucked over. has everyone just left the planet and forgot about me, did i just disappear? i dont understand. ive been depressed this whole month. i hate it, i want it to change. i just want someone to be my friend, that wont completely blow me off because of a guy; you both ARE to caught up and little whiney babies because you dont see your boyfriends. get over it. i dont deserve this at all, i never did anything to fuck you guys over. i helped you out in so many ways and how do you repay me? by forgetting me and not caring. thanks so much bitch. im pissed and sad, i will miss you, you are both my two best friends and we've had so many fun memories. but this summer, wow. lame. well bye. i dont care anymore. im done trying.