my lullaby

Listening to: rock-a-bye
Feeling: blessed
aw i love my baby david. hes so precious x3 Date: November 17, 2005 Time: 1:26 am Weight: 8 lbs 8 oz Length: 21 in Place: Palm Springs, California i got home from the hospital last night (friday) at bout 7:30 and was exhausted. i still am. after being in there since 11 o'clock wednesday moring.. but thats how it goes.. it was definitly worth it.. the past 9 months were crazy and tiring and a bit painful at times but once i held my baby for the first time.. it was like wow nothing else in the world matters more to me than him. it was worth every bit of it. the only thing is.. is that there was way too many people at the hospial. i was so upset about it but at the ame time i was so out of it i didnt say anything.. looking back now i really wih i would have.. who goes to the hopital for the birth of a baby and in the process of waiting gets drunk? how rude and inconsiderate is that. and then once the babys born, they surround him and touch him and everyhing even before i get to.. that really hurt. i wish i could have changed that. it was really embarassing having them do that on the birthing floor. im pretty ashamed of that and needless to say, im not accepting them at visitors in my home until they apologize for that. it was very rude. other than all that it was the best time of my life. i received the most precious gift there is and i will love him and protect him for eternity. one love x3
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wow. congrats.

i know i'm a random person, but wow. that's pretty amazing... a teen pregnancy. i'm sorry. i'm not intending to be rude. you must be a really strong person. i wish the best.
well, you're very lucky then. i wouldn't be able to handle a child, mainly because i don't like kids too much. but, still, good luck. &congrats again.