I have to try really hard to tone myself down. I'm starting to scare people with my...erm...obnoxious reactions to everything. I feel so stupid...I just found out that I really do scare people...I feel so beyond stupid. Annoying. Just simply fucking retarded. I'm disapointed in myself. I really hate it. Tomorrow..I'm going to be quiet. That will be me from now on...I can't live with myself anymore. Ugh!