for a long time i've been think that i've been depressed... and sometimes it gets better and sometimes it get worse. the sad thing is that i have so many things that i'm not happy with in my life that i dont know what the trigger is. i think that even if i knew what the main cause of these feelings were.. that i would still have no controll over it.. its not as if my life is quickly passing me by and i can't grab on to fix the problem.... its worse than that, its creeping by and still i have no controll.. and i like i said, i cant really say why exactly i feel like this... i just do. i guess i'm just complaining, it could always be worse. farewell.