well today i woke up...got ready to go to the game..and he called me and i wouldn't talk to him so i told my mom to tell him i wasn't aloud to talk...and then we went and got kathleen mcdowell...and we went to the game..and when we got there a couple people from our team was there..b/c we were doin a conssesio stand at a softball tournament to raise money for our shirts...and we were all fooling around..and then at 6 we took kathleen home..and we went tot he store....then i got home around 7ish and i went outside and practiced and i called him back..and he said he still has feelings for me and still loves me and misses me and idk...i dont regret dumping him but i miss him...b/c he used to cheat on all his girls...and he told me that i changed his ways b/c i drve him crazy and that he used to be this p.i.m.p and i mad him change b/c he loved me and all this stuff..and idk what to do b/c i love him to death but i liek being single and i dont want to hurt him again...and idk...part of me thinks he will be happier wihtout me but idk...i just want him happy...and then me an dm ichelle went to block buster and we rented hide and seek and megan made this awesome layout for me!! and me and jess are talking again which is a good thing and idk i really missed her..shes theonyl person i ever really trusted to tell anything and i didn't have her to tell anuthing for awhile...and then iw as cutting but now is topped andit was all bad..but illw rite moe later