Hey guys, I havent really done anything to this in a LONG time. I decided I would do a little update entry thing. I see that I have no friends on my list now, wtf is with that? School got out early today becuase of firggin snow... snow in October, that like NEVER happens. So the musical is in like a week.. No one really is doing that well with their lines, but we always pull together at the end and put on an awesome show. I have my rotary forign exchange interview this saturday, HOW EXCITING IS THAT!? I can't wait. So really being a sophomore is alright.... can't wait to get out of the crappy school im in. Well thats it for now guys, leave me comments =D Love Alan.

So it's the ;ast day of June.. Summer is going pretty good so far. Thank you to everyone for the comments, and yes I would like some cheese with my wine. I got my hair cut off a few days ago, it feels so weird going from hair that went down past my shoulders, that just touches my brows. I keep trying to flip my hair out of habbit. I am getting a new car probably tomorrow, the one I have is pretty junky, so this one is a big upgrade. It's a Honda Civic*smile* If anyone reads my stuff on here and has thoughts about it then leave a comment, I really like to read them, even if they are mean. Sometimes you can make a new friend that way, ya know? My cousin was supposed to have her baby today, but she is onle 6CM dialated right now, and she like strated having contractions like way early this morning, so I feel bad for her. I know I jump from subject to subject when I am talking, but I just say things as they come into my brain... OH! I love this song!!! Dontcha wish your girlfriend was hot like me? Dontcha wish your girlfriend was freak like me? Dontcha? Dontcha? Dontcha wish your girlfriend was raw like me? Dontcha wish your girlfriend was fun like me? Dontcha? Dontcha? lol... I wonder what kinda people read this stuff I put on here anyway... Really guys... leave some comments for me! I guess I have said enough dumb crazy stuff for now. Alan.

So I went to the movies tonight with Jen, and Brianna. Jen said that we were going to meet up with her b/f at the movies and like 8 of his friends were comming too. So we got there, and bri, Jen and I took off walking for Wal-Mart to pick up my stuff, on the way we saw her b/f and a few other people, we walked up to them and he looked at us and kept walking! I was like, what the hell, are you going to bitch at him for that? and she was like, ahhh, he does that a lot, so im like, okaaaaayyyyyyy.... So we go to wal-mart and pick my stuff up, and we walk around. OH YEAH! AND WE RAN INTO BRANDY AT WAL-MART! LOVE YA BRANDY! so all 4 of us walked around wal-mart, then we went to Office Max, Bri and I went running ahead of Jen and Brandy, and they were calling my cell with Jens, and I was like, I CAN SEE YOU! HA! GOOD TIMES! So Brandy runs from Jen and the 3 of us go outside and hide while Jen is running around inside trying to find us. Then we go to Pet Depot, and then to the movies. So we go in and get our tickets, and go sit down. Jen's b/f come in and sits next to Jen and like half of his friends do too, well the other half sat in the back b/c apparently they didnt like me.... Even though they didnt even talk to me, they hated my guts... So thats why they sat in the back. Then when the movie was over her b/f ran off with his friends and like didnt even say bye, so all I can say is he is a real keeper... I love my Jen, and if he hurts her he is going down..... Thats my night people! Love ya! Leave some Comments for me! Alan

Hey guys, happy 4th of july.. So I got my car that I was talking about *SMILE* on the way to get my title mom was driving my brothers truck, and I heard a noise, so I told her to pull over, and I got out to see what it was, and all the lug-nuts were gone and the tire was almost off, so I told her to slowly pull over on the side of the road. I called dad on the cell and he came and everything was all good. So my car is awesome.. I heard a lot of fireworks going off last night, but I didnt go to see where any of them were at. Well thats all for now.. Later, Alan.

I just got back from camping this morning. I liked being away from home for a while and just relaxing. When I got home I fed my horses and then I unpacked and I got on the computer, then mom started being bitchy again! and said "Just cant wait to get on that fucking computer can you?" well I need to check shit! grrrrr... parents really make me mad sometimes. They always want us to be doing some stupid shit, but never what we want to be doing. It seems like no matter WHAT I am doing though it is NEVER the right thing to them.. I just want to be able to go to work, make money, come home and do my shit, not their shit.. It's like they think I am their personalized slave. I guess they are just miserable old people who never got enough hugs when they were little.. Another thing is I feel like no one is really my friend. People tell me they love me to death, and that I am awesome and they love to hang out with me, but at the same time it is like when something happens I am the one they dump it all on, and then they treat me like shit. I am not trying to sound like I am feeling sorry for myself, but it just feels like everyone is 2 sided to me, like just now, I made plans with my cousin from college and her boyfriend to go somewhere tonigh like a week ago, and then she calls me and says she is bringing my aunt, uncle, and little cousin along, so I might have to get a different ride... I am always the one that is checked off the list when eliminations have to be made, yet everyone loves me! Then my Piano teacher calls to schedule a lesson, so I say monday, and she says thats good for her, and she says 9 in the morning, and I say 11, and she is like, no..... 9. Yeah, it is my schedule, I am paying her.. I make the time, but no, it has to be 9 for her! I just feel like I hate the whole world right now! Alan.

Hey guys, I just got back from a long day of shopping with Jen... I got the new Fall Out Boy album, it's pretty good. For everyone leaving dumb comments, it would be good if you stopped cuz it isnt doing any good... But anyway.. I have to work in the morning, so I am going to get going to bed. Jen! lets see if we get the same hours at Dandy! lol fun times! Night. Alan

School is finally out! I cant believe how it seemed as if it would never end, then it was over with in a blink of an eye. O am at my cousins house. I went to sleep around 3 AM. and when I woke up 3 hours later she was watching music videos. Well I am going to get going, just wanted to up date this sucker. Alan.

You often walk around not knowing what you will do in your life, who you will meet, the legacy you could leave behind not meaning to, or even what might happen to you that very second. I watched my horses graze through the pasture and sniff at certain things, and pass them up for something more appealing to their sense. Symbolic to how life is isn’t it? We look around in life for what is appealing to us, and we pass up the things that do not seem as good. We must realize that we can not always achieve, or have perfection. We need to take a look at the little things in life, and understand that through them great things do happen. As a tiny pumpkin seed, planted in dirt, it sprouts through the soil and begins its quest to the sun, growing and flourishing with every new day, and of course the proper attention. You mustn’t take the Little things for granted, enjoy them and love them. Who knows, you may pass the opportunity of your life up someday... You must love your parents while you still have them! Teens try to shut them out, and they try to conflict with them as much as possible, but in the end, they are the only ones that truly love you! Just had to talk a bit, I am a deep person ok! LOL Love ya! Alan!

New York City Tomorrow! At Jens right now... SOO MUCH FUN! And everyone, thank you for your comments. They mean nothing at all to me really, they give me a good laugh though. So thank you. Alan

I got like 10 hours of sleep last night and I am still tired. All day I kept yawning..... but now that I am home I feel a little better. Now this year's play is over, I am going to miss all the seniors so much! You guys always rocked the stage, I will drive to your dorms on random and say hi ;) Now we must ponder in immense anticipation for next years musical. More mems are yet to come though with all the plays and musicals to come. Did you know that Garth Brooks actually was a different person in a different style of music?!?!? His name was Chris Gains and he was all kinda goth/punk looking. I had no clue =P I love you guys. ~Alan~

ERIN! WE FINALLY GOT RID OF THAT DUMB FUCK LARISSA! She was always like, oh I am not going to do this anymore, but she always did... How funny little ones can be. Anyhow, yes Erin, we had sex, and now you are pregnant.... Then she calls me gay, so really that insult meant nothing whatsoever! B/c if I am gay then how can I get you pregnant.!?! yes, she really knows what she is talking about. I bet she is the best actor they have.... YEAH! so anyways, we got rid of her, and that is all that matters. The cast party was awesome. "Turn off the mother fucking light!" =P The sun is comming up! Yes, that is why we are going to bed. "Why are both the Erins laughing uncontrollably? I dont know, must be an Erin thing...." Rise and shine! OMG! RONNIE! HOW DID YOU GET IN MY BROTHERS BED! You missed the talk show this morning after everyone left, Erin and I had our own talk show and we discussed things with our guest speakers on the show, but it would have been better if it were the Alan and the Two Erin's talk show! P.S. Larissa, my parents do know now... and guess what, they dont care.... awwww, isnt that sweet... BITCH! I love you Erin! Love the rest of Ya's too. Alan.

I am in the computer lab at school right now, I am so excited for ths show tonight. BREAK A LEG EVERYONE! Uhhhh.... The day is just dragging and dragging.... I have to go back to Kahles study hall now! LOVE YA'S! Alan.

Today, yet another happy day! I love everyone. Play practice is always so much fun. And yes, the Ickle freshman :P That was funny... The cast party will be the best,I have to clean the basement up a little though for everyone. And I am so baking you a cake!! LOL! Vannahs shirt... "Travis! why do you have my shirt on!?" "Here Alan, put this on and walk out on stage at your Q" "ALAN! WHY ARE YOU WEARING MY SHIRT!? GIVE IT BACK!" lol.Well then, leave some nice comments, I WILL BE WAITING FOR THEM! you know what I mean.

Today was Preview day! It was so much fun! The little kids from the elementary laughed b/c they think everything is funny. Sitting back stage is the best! Making lips, and face, "Laugh, then fade into a cry.." Best times... Nicole called, and wants me to go skating with her next weekend, but I was planning on going shopping with that Larissa girl! The play is going to be awesome! I can feel it. I was so happy to come home early tonight instead of late practice. SCORE! I love all you guys so much! LOVE YA'S! ALAN!

Today was an ok day. I had a piano lesson, that went pretty good, then I went to Montrose with mom. I seen Traci (aka: Tasty Cake!) We walked around in different stores and nocked stuff over, and played with every thing:P, then we went to price chopper where tracie and I did our finger exercises... Then we went to the hair isle, and she was like, I need this color and this color and this color, and I was like, why do you need so many colors, and she was like, b/c I am out.... Well excuse me, just cuz you die your hair every other day...

Tonight at play practice we talked about how loose Erica was... That was a fun, fun time. Then when I got home I went shopping with my mom, dad and brother. We decided to eat at the OutBack... Dad almost died from choking on his steak. Fun times! So any way, then we went to wal-mart... And there I made new friends! I saw a group of kids that looked like they needed friends, so I went and talked to them, they thought I was a bit strange, they didnt say that... I could just tell... :D But then I said screw them and I found a new group, and they were so much cooler! They liked me, and we talked about Monica being in germany.. And then I told the one girl her hair was awesome, becuase it was! REALLY AWESOME! So anyhow.... we wont talk about that :P So now I am home, and my dad isnt dead, and I am happy.. So I guess I will go play a few on the piano.:D

Today was just another crappy day at school...... Sit in class, look at the teacher talk about shit I dont understand... Day dream about where I would rather be.... Then the good part comes, when I change classes! I get 3 minutes to talk to my friends, trip people, hear dumb ass comments about me being gay, and feel that warm ass fuzzy feeling you get inside! gag me with a motherfucking spoon! I guess I just feel really confused lately.... Like why people that dont even know me say shit about me, and why people care so much that I am gay.... and why my parents have to be such assholes, and why I never get any answers... But hey, whatever. Play practice makes the shitty day all worth the while, everyone there dont give a fuck one way or the other, and they are just one big group of awesome people! One good thing about today was Kat being Hershy kiss, Jen being Kool-Aid, Traci being Tasty cake, et MOI! Special Brownie! Have to admit, even though life can suck, it can be pretty fun....

Yes! And so this is ALANS first entry! Thank you very fucking much for all the things you said about me Kat! You big Mother Fucking hoe whom I love so much! I am at Jasmines house! And we are going to a concert! So we are very excited damn it beyotch! And yes my parents need some Gay pride people! Love ya! Alan.

so yes. this is alan's diary in its finished state:) he still hasn't written an entry. but I'm sure he will eventually:P his diary's definitely not as cool as mine.. but whatever ((my diary is liquidorice924 if you wanna check that bitch out)) anywho. the popup thing about getting your head cut off for masturbating. there's actually a law in indonesia that you get decapitated for masturbation.. but the reason I put it there is kind of an inside joke:P haha anywho I'ma let this be done:) I'm quite proud of it:) haha and oh yeah. the tbs thing in the top left hand corner. he doesn't listen to tbs. if you said tbs to him he wouldn't know what it stood for.. so really that's just my little signature thing:P au revoir ((I hate french class:D)) < 3Kat21:P AKA Kathereine:P AKA Katherine ..AKA ME!:D

this is katherine!:) and I've just discovered that I can't even spell my own frickity name right:( haha anywho. I decided to make alan's first entry. since I'm designing his diary. and I decided I fuckin would alright?!:D his diary's gonna be pretty cool rawr haha naw I'll make it beautiful I promise;) anywho, I heart alan:) his parents need to get some gay pride!!:D if you wanna check out my fuckin bad ass diary.. liquidorice924 it's the shit fo shizzle:P < 3Katherine or as I so wonderfully misspelled it, Kathereine:P