well sam and i are officially over. he came up to me and said. "u know how i went to lisa's house the other day well there was tonz of ppl there and a girl tried to make a move on me and get down my pants and i told her NO cuz i had a GF. but if that opportunity came again i wouldnt be able to say NO. so i dont think we should date anymore. u see last year i cheated on my girlfriend and she got so upset that she started cutting her wrsits and i dont want u to be one of those girls and it isnt you. it is me... i have a cheating problem that i cant control and i have to work on that. so i dont think we should date anymore, but can we still be friends, and are u okay." i told him yeah to both friends and that i was okay. but i really wasnt okay, when he got on his bus i ran to my little sister and my best guy friends and i just started balling, and sam saw me and the look on his face... awwe it was priceless it was like LOOK WHAT I AM LOOSING. and then yeah that was my terrible day, and i feel like shit cuz he got me sick. grr *as i watch the blood stream through my torn up wrists i want u to realize the pain u caused me to make me do all this *