ok ya haven't written in a while or anything so i'm just gonna start over....HI! ummm I'm @ my dad's & little sister Paula is asleep.....FINALLY! & Dan has returned from FL...WOOT! Easter was ok i went to Dick's Diner for the mom's side (funny name) lol & over my gma's for the dad side...which is alot more fun i'm gonna be 16 next month!! OMG!! YAY!! i'm so happy hopefully it will be a good day still cannot decide on the whole to move in with my dad or not...so mant pros & cons on each end... so here's what i came down to what is more important? my friends or my happiness? no prob there...my friends take it all....but then why do i feel like i'm going the wrong way? why is this so hard? why couldn't my parents stay together?? that would make me feel alot better...course i'd be no where w/o Renee & Paula then again...that note i found in the basement wouldn't have such a big effect as it does now...