i have a bad feeling about something
thats no bueno
this week is looking promising.
; ]
brutal.
i guess this is how its gonna be.
today was so damn hot
and i had to play soccer
it felt like my lungs were on fire.
alisa had a bad day : /
i feel bad.
gahhhhhh
i hate sundays
fucksundays
this week is brutal
ahhhhhhhhhhh
i had a good day for the most part.
i had soccer twice which was pretty nice.
then after soccer my mom took my to circuit city to get a new cord for my laptop. then we went to target. then we went for a drive...its so AMAZING how much my mom knows about relationships..its fucking unbelieveable. it gets me every time. so we drove for like 45 minutes and just talked. i need to do it more often. it cleared my mind. i think too much as it is..my brain needs to shut the fuck up. i always think about bad stuff when something goes wrong. it gets me no where. so ya. im done writing.
bye.
<3
i had fun today.
i went to alisa's house.
we had dinner.
mhm : ]
today kicked ass
♥
last night sucked.
i got ditched by my girlfriend
yesssss
things are alright again i guess.
thursday was probably one of the hardest days of my life.mentally and physically.im still exhausted from all of this soccer practice. in a month or so i'm gonna be in awesome shape , : ]
i went bowling last night with alisa.that was pretty fun. it definitely cheered me up a bit. i needed it. tomorrow hopefully i'll get to see her again. then school on monday again.ehhh. : /
alot of stuff has changed this week.
im getting way more attention than last year and i dont really like it. i hope this changes soon.
bye
k this was today.
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school.
valentinos.
soccer.
home.
soccer/barf
cold shower
barf again?
sleep
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congratulations jordan
youre a dumbassssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
eh
despite having the most ridiculous soccer practice of all time.
my self esteem went BAaMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMm today
thats good
: ]
: /
school was b r u t a l
i got put in almost every class i didnt want to be in
then i had to wait for an hour and a half to get my shit changed.
soccer starts tomorrow.
i think ill take a nap before i call alisa
im out
today is fucking horrible.
why do i even bother.
i havent been on here in fucking forever.
its been awhile.so far in the past couple of weeks i havent been doing too much.ive been hanging ot with alisa alot aand thats about it.i need to hangout with my friends.i havent seen any of them in a long ass time.ive been thinking alot about stuff lately.without the internet...i have too much time on my hands to think.and sometimes it sucks.ehhhhh
tonight was a break for me.i had about 10 shots of various hard alcohol and witnessed my mom throwup for the first time.ever.
enough about my night
im out
ehhhhhhhhhfasjhklfahfjkhasklfjlaksf
i feel like sleeping forever and yeah
either im doing something wrong, or something wrong is happening.
i know this feeling
and its not right.
i wish i didnt think.
thatd be nice
i need to think shit out
i dont want to get let down
i wish i was a stronger person
cause obviosly im not
alisa is the best.
ever
you suck
♥