things are alright again i guess. thursday was probably one of the hardest days of my life.mentally and physically.im still exhausted from all of this soccer practice. in a month or so i'm gonna be in awesome shape , : ] i went bowling last night with alisa.that was pretty fun. it definitely cheered me up a bit. i needed it. tomorrow hopefully i'll get to see her again. then school on monday again.ehhh. : / alot of stuff has changed this week. im getting way more attention than last year and i dont really like it. i hope this changes soon. bye