Is this just a waste of time?

It seemed like a normal evening, sitting on the couch watching the o.c, John holding me, laughing at how stupid Seth is, and then BANG! We end up fighting over something stupid. Which led to us fighting even more and then we started to talk. He told me that he had been thinking over the couple of days off and it seems that I would be better with Greg right now. He said he wasn't breaking up with me, but he wants me to be happy, and I have been happy around Greg not him. I AM HAPPY WHEN I'M WITH YOU! I started to cry thinking that he wants to break up, but he was he doesn't want to. I went out with Greg in grade 9. He broke up with me cuz he liked my best friend and said you should be with John. 5 months later I'm with John, and I haven't been happier. Maybe I don't show it all the time, and I sometimes fight with him over something little, but I love with him all my Heart and want to be with him forever. He knows that. I spent the rest of the night with him telling him that I don't want to be with Greg, I want to be with him. I'm probably going over to his place today when my mom gets home, I told him I just want to talk with him. After I got off the phone with him today, I just started to cry again. I won't give up on you yet.
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Wow, that really sucks...I know I don't know much about you but I wish you and John the best...I hope you work everything out... :)

Much ♥
ChelS
Oh, I promise you...It wasn't just open mouth! Hahahahaha...And I know that's not a french kiss! LoL

Much ♥
ChelS
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And that last comment was me...I 4got to sign in :-P