Do you think there's ever one person out there, that your meant to be with? I mean, in your life your probably going to go through many diferent relationships, and meet many different people, and everytime youll find a little more of something youre looking for. But, do you think there could always be one person.. one person that no matter what happened between you two, and no matter what went on in your own lives, youd always have a thing for them? Anyways.. im still sick. Ive got strep throat, and its my long weeekend. So it kinda sucks, because im not allowed to do anything. I've been renting the season of Sex and The City.. and i love that show. I saw the last episode ever, and balled my eyes out the whole night.. it wus sad. I think im a hopeless romantic, im not even sure what it means really... but im thinking that, i just want love. I want cant live without, consuming love... haha, yah im a nerd. lol and i know it might not happen for a long time, but is it okay to tell someone you love them, if you do, but on a smaller degreee? Hah im such a loser.. lol ive spent my weekend so far, renting sad dvds, crying. painting my toe nails red, orange, and yellow.. and watching mroe movies. cryign. and then going for walks by myself in the snow, cus im bored. lol I really want to see my friends. I miss luke alot... but i know hes having fun, that loser.. in mexico, so its all good lol. I just miss talking to him, lol.. and i just miss the little things, like whenever im sick, hes always here for me.. lol and i miss the way he smells, and all my friends are having fun there not sick.. so im realizing how stupid i am sometimes.. its all good though, its funny right now. I really wanna see jesskaa! and jakee! lol they make me happyyy, and i always have so uch fun when we hang outt.. even when were not really doing anythingg. lol i miss adam too, but i have this feeling that somethings not right with us again.. and i shouldnt keep bugging him right now.. but i want to, thats what we do. lol AHH I HATE BEING SICK! it makes me depressed.. i want to lose weight, alot of it. lol im done.