So I'm done Juniour high.. lol its really wierd but it went by sooo fasst. Soo fast. I really didnt want to cry, and i told myself i wasn't going too.. and i didnt.. i mean i signed yearbooks and stuff, and i didnt cry.. but then i stopped by ms demaras room to say goodbye, and i was still fine.. but then she said goodbye to sean, and she started ballingg, and it was so sad, cus me and sean and her have been in so many plays, and ah i just loved her. Shes a freaking amazing women and im ognna miss her.. and then she kinda pulled herself together, and tryed to write something in my year book and then she hugged me, and we both started balling and she just said "you better come back missy, ill miss you"and then i had to leave.. and the whole way home i balled my eyes out, like hysterically.. because i had to move that day too. After we all jumped out of the back of our bus.. luke and ashton walked me homee... and as soon as they left my doorstep i couldnt stand bein in my house.. so i ran out he backdoor cus i just wanted to leave. I couldnt take it..but then they saw me, so i talked and ended up going home. We've moved now.. and we're in our new home.. and i hate it. Every other time i moved, i got use to it within like 2 days, but i hate it. I want to be in riverbend, i mean i already felt freaking excluded from everyone.. and now i just literaly am. im gone.. and i hate it. I just miss the little things, i miss being able to walk to peoples houses.. and not planing things and just going and meeting someone. and doubling on ashtons bike, and the late night visitss.. and just randomly seeing people walking around with their friends and waving haha.. i know that sounds really gay but im really gonna miss it.And im gonna miss seeing luke everyday, thats a major onee.. or going to stampede breakfest with jesska, or the breach just randomly.. AHH.. i mean things were already not perfect where i was.. but i still liked it, and i was gonna work on everything, but now i just feel so out of everythingg.. and i hate it Hmm.. anywyas, my summer hasnt been to exciting yet. i got to see my sisters though.. and i gotta lifeguard with brianne! haha it was funnn...alrighty, i dont feel like writing much more.. its like2in t he morning, but im not tired at all.. but im ognna go runningg in the morning before i go homee cus it makes me happy =) haha yah im cool lol jks *i missss lukeeeeeeee so much *goodnight xo