mother

Listening to: Rock the casbah
Feeling: crampy
~*~MOTHER~*~ You helped me when I was sick, You gave me a lolliepop to lick. You were the one that taught me to cook the best food, and put up with my bitchy mood. You were there for me through all my first boyfriends, and through thoses boy friends ends. You never missed an elementary school play, and told me how much you loved me each and every day. I needed you so much as a kid, and now that im all growen up... I still do... Your my mother, and I love you. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ This is to my mother wh has never let me down. I love you mom
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argh

Listening to: bang
Feeling: disturbed
hey whats crack-a-lacking? well same here nothing, just chilaxen at home, not at wk were i should be, makeing $~money~& like I should be, i have to get my boyfriend something for x-mas but I don't know what he want's and it pisses me off that he wont tell me...But then again he might just be tring to get me back cuz I keep telling him i don't want any thing (which is the truth) its not like I don't want any thing from ust him and i don't want to make hi feel like I don't want any thing form him its just I dont need any thing, just him for x-mas is good enough for me, I wish he could understand that. ~*~ but any way out side of the real world of love theres still the oh so loving "SCHOOL" oh yay... I'm starting to hate it there, wrird freshman boys gwac at me and follow me around with there toungs on the ground,"yes the kids from last time" I tought guys got over girls once they've been rejected enough.LOL, maybe it's just a phase and they'll get over it and find some one else to bother. I love the way they walk up to me in the middle of the hall's and say, "my,my, your rack has gotten a great deal larger than yesterday, can I feel if there real?" oh thats right they say that well any way I gotta go.
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I NEED HELP

Listening to: ONLY 16
Feeling: fat
HEY EVERY ONE, I REALLY NEED HELP, Ok, im 16 and I weigh 159 lbs, and I feel fat, so what do I do, I need to lose weight fast, so how do I do this? it just really bothers me. Avis Im serrious. I know your reading this. PS hey beth call me.
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longtime no see

Listening to: taptap
Feeling: abandoned
hey all, I had a long, long night...no not doing what you guys thouhgt!! my friend amanda and her brothers and mom came to stay with us at our house. i stayed up till 3:30 last night"after waking up at 7:20 that morning"
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A happy Fucken New ye..oh god what ever

Feeling: disturbed
~*~Happy fucken New Year ya'll~*~ whats shaken? hopefuly you guys are haveing as good of a time as me. im chillaxen with me buddey ol' pal sambo...she's on of those kick ass people who likes to have fun when we get 2-gether. we had a few drinks just 2 loosen up 2+2=4. :+) oh yah and don't need any more help with my guy troubblescuz we finally did it and he wasent nervus well g2f. peace and love ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I would sell my soul, my selfesteem 1 doller at a time for just one taste of you my sweet magenta -A Perfect Circle
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damn

Listening to: dirty little secrets
Feeling: weary
Hey all you loverly people! whats a crack-a-lacken? I have done so much and now I really don't know what to write cuz i am so wired and lost. no body loves me any more and I feel sooooo left out! Please write to meee....
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so much pressure!!!

Listening to: sweet dreams
Feeling: stubborn
whats crack-a-lacking all you? Havy you ever dated some one who was a vergin and they were ready to have sex but then you realized..."oh shit, now I can't fuck up, this is our first time!!!" doesnt that put a shit load of pressure on you? I don't know what im gonna do!! im like freaking out, awww hell. now I think I might do something wrong and rune it for him forever!!! oh no... -out
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HELL

Feeling: shattered
Hey all you loveryly people out there in reality... I got something to say so you all better listen up this is serrious. For all you young people out there who think its fun to talk with older people on line and start "onlinedateing" please watch out...cuz 2 months ago I got caught up in a guy who was a 34yo pettafile, he posed as a 15 guy who was in a band, he told me he was in my town and that we shoud meet up, this was at 3:00 in the morning and my parents wernt even home so i decided to take my 12yo sister out to meet ths guy who was sapposed to be 15, on my way tomeet him the cops spotted me and brought myself and my sister home. They had said that a girl my age had been forced in to a car 10 min before thay had picked us up.You ave no idea how bad I felt when I relized how much danger I put not only myself in but my sister. This guy new everything about my just by taping in to my data fram. they still havent caught the guy yet and I wlk to school @ 6:00 in the morning not knowing if he could be right down the street, so please be careful. other than that caht with cute guys but talk with them on the phone before you meet them. and guys that goes for you too. theres a lot of sick chicks out there... peace and love ya'all ***
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ASS HOLE!!

Listening to: NONE
Feeling: pissy
Hey all, I hate to say it but once again I am on the move because our lanlord,(oh sorry SLUMlord) is starting shit with my family, No body harms my family cuznow Im pissed!. I am prepared to do anything and everything to get back at this ass hole and I "WILL" get my revenge. As psyco as that sounds it is so vary true. There are so many dick heads in this world and now he shall pay. peace and love you l8er. xoxo
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back home

Listening to: ain't gonna die (ICP)
Feeling: asleep
hey ya all what isnew in the hizouse? (wow that much aye) no body respondes to me any more sept avis and beth. OHH hi beth I'm not ignoring ou I just kinda forgot, But I love you, any way just got home yesterday from the hospital, spent a lovely little weekend there and found out that I had a mastitest, an infection in my brest, That sucked, But tommy came up there to see me and so didi my mom. God what would I do with out her? she has helped me so much since my pain started and even now durring my recovery. So all you out there who take you mom's for granted... think of all the things she goes threw to help you and how much she worries about you when some thig is wrong, you will never really know how much you love her and she loves you untill you get the chance to see how much she realy cares about you. well-e-o Im out cuz im tired but I'll write to ya'll l8er m/(a rockon hand kinda maybe?) rock on ash
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god life is good

Listening to: aint gonna die by ICP
Feeling: dangerous
hey there all, avis are you only gonna write hey you to me all the time? ahhh so what aboot randy? aint he a dandy fella? Ohhh guess what halloween is on it sway and That means new um... "GAMES" LOL some of you got that but if you didnt you soon will cuz i'll write aboot me games... rock on ash xoxo P.S. jeff, stop calling me tits McGee
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woohoo

Listening to: glycerne
Feeling: bitchy
Hey ya all, What is up with all my homeys out there? sorry i havent been on in a while but i havent had acces in school to write to you. Avis if you are reading this hello, you too beth!!! yay I am so happy I am finaly a jouinor and I only have one more year till I get out of School. not that i want to cuz thats were all my friends are and i might lose them forever and probaly never see them again... now i don't want to graduate. cring is what I am doing. ~*~sniffel sniffel~*~ any who I will soon be back and kicking every day k. Peace and Love xoxo
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squirrel songs

Listening to: foamys rant's Part 1
Feeling: giddy
Foamy: Attention All! I am here today to sing for my supper and collect money for the almight chruch of Foamy! What I'm doing here today, everyone, is taking donations, to build, the grandest monument to the LORD and master, me. And, of course, I ain't expecting you to give me money for free, so, what i'm going to do, is entertain you-with-song. (Choir tone) So here we go! ("Squirelly Wrath"-- Subtitled) Squirrelly Wrath I will kill you all Nothing you can do about it I will kill you all Nothing you can do about it Squirrelly Wrath Squirrelly Wrath Squirrelly Wrath You’re all gonna die You’re all gonna die Squirrelly Wrath Squirrelly Wrath All right, fine, probably not the best song to pick, but, you cheap Bastards! Oh, oh, oh, I see; you Bastard probably didn't like the message, huh? Squirelly wrath, huh? Well fuck you, allright? How about this one? This one's better, Huh? Huh? ("I am the LORD and master") I’m The Lord & Master I’m the lord & master All of you are bastards Worship me Or I’ll stab your eyes ‘till you bleed I’m the lord & master ..That's me, you son of a bitch. Now give me Money. Money! Money, money... (Hums) Yee-ahh. Cheap bastards. All right. This next song, I wrote, because.. I am the Squirrel! Now shut up and listen, ya fuckin' bastards! ("I'm a squirrel") And So I’m A Squirrel And so I’m, a squirrel And you’re not, how pathetic you are So I’m, a squirrel And you’re not, you’re just human, how pathetic you are You don’t have a fluffy tail You don’t have squirrelly wrath You just build to destroy While I collect some nuts And you all suck ..Oh, come ON!! That one had a message to it! A MESSAGE! You know? That, like, you people just blow up stuff, just, for no reason? And all squirrels have to do is collect NUTS? Be more nature-like, Maaaaan! Respect the trees, respect them all! And respect me! Ugh. You know what? Tommorow, I'll come back with a full band, maybe it would impress you if I had the whole 8th street band, like Bruce Springsteen! Go pay $80 to go see him at Madison square garden, but you won't pay me a nickle? Aww! Yeah, cross the street so you won't have to deal with me! (End) Hope you get hit by a fuckin' bus! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I HOPE YOU ALL LIKE MY FOAMY RANT!!!
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oh good lord

Hey all what the hell is up with the sun? I am really getting sick of it but my parents love to go to the beach and they always want me to go. But I am like a vampier and I get REALY BAD SUN BURN! Get me out of it!
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hehe

Listening to: yahhhhh
Feeling: bipolar
I don't know who you are any more I gust keep looking back at my past and finding hatred to you and you can't go away. Just ............what ever. who ever keeps sending me annoimis letters with "clues" on them STOP!or tell me wht your name is.
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life suck and thats the end

You know nothing and say less You never love just regress You don't see me like I see you You play these games and exspect to win all the time Mabe you should take a step back and look at me for who I really am!
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