love not good

Listening to: come down
Feeling: vacant
I'm datein gthis guy that I've been dating on and off for about 4 1/2 years. Ever since his friend larenzo moved in he just hasnt been the sam. I don't want to break up with him again because he is the only guy That loves me as much as I love him, but I just can't take this shit any more and I don't know what to do any more. I don' t know if our relationship will fall or grow stronger? Thinking of this angers me sooo much and makes me think of what Im missing.Waht am I missing in this fucked up world? what do I do? Suicide is one way out but not this time *( for those of you reading this I wont do that im just expressing my emotians)* well if any one out there has advice I could use it really bad now. not to mention, You would be helping out a friend in need.
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Im sorry you feel that way. Ash I know it's you, come back to me and leave that ass hole. I love you baby. xoxo

p.s. the night sky
[Anonymous]
I know what you mean. My boyfriend acts completly different when his friends are around. And I hate it too. He's probably just excited because his friend is back in his life. It won't last forever. He'll change back to his old self. If he keeps up just tell him the truth about how hes beheaving. He might not even know hes acting differently. Best of luck

♥ Shwie.
Boys are stupid. They will always revert to being silly dorks and asses when they are around friends..tell him how you feel, maybe he'll tone down.
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