im effin freezing...i love the winter though..its so beautiful. today..we got out of school early because of the snow..yippppay! i have so much homework and all that shit to to do. and i have a fucking project. i failed my test..i have a test tomorrow..and next week finals. fuckahedfaksdjfhaiewhfkjasdfasdhfadskjf. bah. i saw my boy today though..that was good. my wonderful friend mary came back from her sick days...she hurt her neck..but she is back...but she said she is gonna be sick longer cause she still doesnt feel well. i sure miss her. i have some words ringing in my head though. "you guys should break up." she said that...and its..bothering me. i dont want to break up with him..but maybe he wants to leave me? he didnt want after school like he usually does for me... butterflys in my stomach..please dont let this be how i think it will be. i saw my wife today..hehe...lauren richey...i love you!!!! well i have to go..i have piano lessons tonight..i gotta practice. ENDDDDDDDDDD