Well i dont know i am like punishing myself for something he did.. i dont feel like going anywhere or anything.. i went to my cousins house last night and i came home today because it didnt feel right that i was out having fun and laughing while deep down inside i am so miserable... it bothers me so badly.. i really like him and i would do anything in the world for him and i just wish he knew that i hate his g/f besides the fact and cant stand her she is nasty and ugly and i wish i knew what she had over me i really did. And then his cousin is calling me up and saying all this shit about Cory telling me that he is at his g/fs house and all this other shit that they had sex and just all this stuff it makes me want to punch him in the face and beat the shit out of him.. i just wish i knew where i was going with all of this i wanna know why he had to lie to me about it all why couldnt he just of stayed with her and left me alone.. but the most stupid part out of everything is this is like the third time he has hurt me and if he was to come to me anytime soon and ask me to be with him again i would fall for it... and if you know the song Lovers and Friends-lil john and the eastside boys... that is the song he dedicated to me the night we came back from the fair that was in town..