i realized a lot of my entries have to do with getting high. i soud like a really big pot head. which, to much disbelief i'm sure, is not the case. but, what do i care, i suppose. i've been trying to get ahold of emily for the past hour since i got home from work and it's been busy... i don't know what's up with that. i think she is home alone right now, and i'm not sure if she's still in trouble. ** emily, if you read this, call me!!!** i have recently found myself questioning why i post on here, when i actually do... i normally just babble about senseless bull shit. but, i guess it lets people know whats up!