Gawd all of u ppl are sooo0-o0o dumb srsly. I've been on mispace since fecking 2002. and all of u fgts are just copying me. don't make fun of the scene thinking it'll bring u closer 2 it. srsly. u ppl r all posers. u fecking no nothing about hxc and u never will. it's my life. and fucking amber and sean need to go eat eachother out and die before i stab them with a fork and/or spoon out their fecking eyes. bye u stupid fucks. leave me comments. dont u hate!

GOSH PEOPLE ON THIS SITE ARE SUCH POSERS OMIGOD I AM SO PISSED OFF. SERIOUSLY I LIKED GOOD CHARLOTTE FIRST. AND EVER SINCE JOEL STARTED WEARING BRASS KNUCKLE SHIRTS I';VE LIKED HIM EVER MORE CAUSE BRASS KNUCKLES ARE REALLY HARDCORE. wtf you lame people.

gagagagGGgHAHAHH i hate sean and amberrrrr cause they are dirtyyy and have bad sexxxx and im teh secks.

I LIKE HAVEN'T UPDATED IN FOREVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! i dunno. i've been going to shows a lot. moshing it up. i got a straightedge tat. even though im not edge.. i just pretend to be. yeah. i dont know. i hope no one finds out! me and sean are really over. like for good. yeah hes with that stupid lil cunt amber. whatever. im so much prettier than her anyways. plus fuck her cause i think i like this new boy and hes in a crew and hes really hot. he dances soooo good. he has brass knuckles tattooed on his chest with hatebreed lyrics in them. ugh. yep. so i got to go cut up some lines! leave me comments!!!! XxXAbbi.

Isn't disturbed hardcore? cause like..my friend ricky said they were. but then my texas hardcore cousin mike said they were numetal. what the fuck is numetal? yeah so like.. i was thinking about getting a new haircut cause like.. mines too boring. and i need hot hair like all of those scene kids. and i feel so out of place everywhere. but oh! yeah i dont really talk to sean anymore. i dont really have anyone to talk to. and it makes me really angry and sad and stuff. so uhm, if any of you ever want to IM me my screen name is xXGCsRiotGerlXx. PeAcE ! ohh yeah im still all best buddies with amber even though shes going out with sean :) she got a new diary though cause she forgot her password on xamber. so now its just amber PEACE!

Amber and Sean. The worst couple. I was so nice to you guys. I can't believe you lied to me Amber... And to all of you hate noters fuck you. I'm so much better than all of you. I'm hardcore, i know who i am. And I also know I'm fucking hot. Sean. I hope you and Amber are miserable. You're an awful person. Amber. I'm going to blackmail you...somehow. Fuck you all I'm going to get drunk and have a smoke...

Um...I don't know what good this will do making this private since only i can read it but oh well. I've been cheating on Sean. I never wanted the relationship to last more than a month. He doesn't know. its almost been three years. I dont love him, i've never have. I dont know why im still with him.. I think its just because he gives really good sex. but i havent gotten that from him in a while. i dont feel bad about calling off all of our plans.Im too good for him.. yeah i am wayy to good for him and i don't see why i was with him in the first place. He in no way deserves me. Hes probablt sleeping with freaking Amber anyways. I mean yeah shes hot but shes my best friend. I'm beginning to think I am too good for her too. I'm hotter then her. I'm way better. Fuck! I'm better then both of them! Let them fuck eachother I don't care! ha!! i can get better best friends anyways. Ones that will pleasure me when I ask. She would never. Niether would Sean. I'm sick of this. I'm glad its over between me and Sean. Mark gives better sex anyways. Boy does he. Wooootness! Yes Mark is who I am cheating on Sean with and hes so damn fine and has a big you know what!! haha!!!!! I'm so hot. I'm going to go and feel good about myself. I hope Amber will pleasure me!! If not.. AHH

I'm so glad I found my Limp Bizkit CD. They're wicked hardcore and angry. I spent all day listening to music and breaking stuff. Lighting things on fire. Hell, I'm just going to go and write a private entry.

Alrighty. I finally got another diary...I'm just so sad I have to keep so many to write down all of my thoughts. Lately I have been having a lot. I guess Sean thinks Im cheating on him..and Amber has a crush on one of her friends. Whatever. You know what, I'm sick of being always accused of everything. WHY DON'T I JUST KILL MYSELF RIGHT NOW. I've been going out clubbin with a friend. I've been having a great time. Even if I had to cancel some plans. I'm really glad me and amber are friends though shes so awesome. Even if me and her don't get along sometimes shes still my best. and not to mention shes really hot. Thats a plus. But i think Im really hot too...I dont care what those people said on seans diary. He thinks Im a great person. And I know I am. He's fucking lucky to have me. Maybe I'm just too hardcore...I get to angry easily..I hate labels though.. i try not to use them. Really. But...I heard hardcore people are straightedge. Im going to be straightedge now. I think it'd add more to being hardcore. I need tolearn some more music too.. I only know norma jean...and that one song by good charlotte...its called screamer. since it screams its hardcore right? I'll write again tomorrow. Leave me notes!