Alrighty. I finally got another diary...I'm just so sad I have to keep so many to write down all of my thoughts. Lately I have been having a lot. I guess Sean thinks Im cheating on him..and Amber has a crush on one of her friends. Whatever. You know what, I'm sick of being always accused of everything. WHY DON'T I JUST KILL MYSELF RIGHT NOW. I've been going out clubbin with a friend. I've been having a great time. Even if I had to cancel some plans. I'm really glad me and amber are friends though shes so awesome. Even if me and her don't get along sometimes shes still my best. and not to mention shes really hot. Thats a plus. But i think Im really hot too...I dont care what those people said on seans diary. He thinks Im a great person. And I know I am. He's fucking lucky to have me. Maybe I'm just too hardcore...I get to angry easily..I hate labels though.. i try not to use them. Really. But...I heard hardcore people are straightedge. Im going to be straightedge now. I think it'd add more to being hardcore. I need tolearn some more music too.. I only know norma jean...and that one song by good charlotte...its called screamer. since it screams its hardcore right? I'll write again tomorrow. Leave me notes!