I'm thinking too much again... I'm too scared to ask her. Do you really want to. Are you just dragging me along. Am I just some kind of back-up plan. Do you say yes when I ask, just so I won't do something. Would she come live with me if she could. I'm thinking it's no. but she doesn't want to talk about it. i'm sliding further down the blade and screaming in pain. but she's just too far away to hear or care.