I havent even got paid yet and already im spending money. Im ordering stuff from chapters. Im only supposed to get 3 things maybe 4 but i got more. So now my total comes to 115.70. I could save more if i got the card. And i want to order from avon. This blanket throw rug thing, 34.99 3 eye liners at 1.99 each and 3 lip balms at 99cents each. I guess i could do with out the blanket and the eye liners. My cat is sick. I have to get him checked. But this pay check i need new contacts 175$ And then on the 7th i wanted to get new glasses 400$ Then theres hair dye and a new camera at the end of october 300$ But i have to put him first or nothing is worth it. Maybe i should just give up. Give up on everything. Give up london...Maybe i should just admit im crazy and let my mother lock me up