sternocleidomastoideus

by irolo
Listening to: hooverphonics
Feeling: baffled
my world evolves around art right now. im constantly needing to eat and breathe artfullycrapfully and i dont know whether i need a break. wont be able to! im off pages with people, i can smell the odor of their fears. im a breeze to figure out so dont give me a second glance. there are pillows of fucking frustration up my fucking nose and down my goddamn throat. whew!jlkfgjf maybe i should draw my fantasies of murdering people for an outlet? i dont know how a punctured lung looks like is it pink or beige
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you saw me before you saw meagan. Obviously i was looking at you tryna get your attention. you had no idea there was even a cop at that point. why the hell would i be running down the street. Even some mexicans stopped to ask if we were okay. i was only pissed, b/c i would never have left you like that. even if i don't like you...i still would have the courtesy to stop to atleast see if the person was all right. or rolled down the window to say
something.
i haven't talked to you all year, why would i start now? it would be a lil awkward to just walk up to you. I don't talk to people when I'm angry, b/c you end up saying things you may not mean . That's just me. Honest to god, I didn't see you waving to me. But I saw you and i sure did look right past you. I don't know how i blamed you in any way...the accident was not your fault.
I don't have your number in my phone anymore. I didn't think i would need it again after market day.
i wasn't calling u out on my diary or nething. i was writing my feelings, that's what its for. If you ever knew me, you would know that i am not afraid to call you out by name.
I want to be the first to stop this, because we are both way to old to be arguing thru diaries again. I'm not sorry for what i wrote b/c its how i felt, but I'm sorry you
so insulted. My intentions of writing it, was never to make you mad.
pictures of your art?
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