Eryn was so engrossed, she did not even notice her mother. Eryn was so engrossed, she did not even notice she was naked. Eryn was so engrossed, she did not even realize she was freezing. But there it was. Jane's notebooks. All stepped on. But that didn't matter. What mattered was that, while they were stepped on, one lay open to the first page of the first notebook. "It's impossible," she didn't realize she was talking to herself. "It was all erased." Eryn read the date of Jane's life and gasped. "November 5. 2004" It was today. "We had sex. He came over and we just... did it. He kept saying my name "Jane... Jane." I hated the words coming out of his mouth. My room smelled like him. So I went crazy and stayed up all night washing everything. I don't even love him. I am so fucked up." Eryn passed out, and didn't awaken until the next morning.