y is it that whenever the summer, the happiest, best time of the year, something totally shitty happens to me? this is the 3rd time in a row. dont feel bad for me, i dont want u to, i have an awesome life. just no sex/female in my life. i want that back. but not just anyone or even someone close to my ideal girlfriend is what i want. i want/need one person. she's the best girl ever. im so in love with her. she doesnt even know it. pretty pathetic really. i talk to her every day but i just cant tell her. if i did, that might result in no friendship with her, because i know FOR CERTAIN, FO SHIZZLE that she doesnt like me back. WOW. why am i writing this?