...well nothing important at least. To be honest I'm suprised this thing wasn't deleted. Anyways, life is good I supose. I don't really have anything to complain about. I'm going to leave California for a while.

i feel like i'm the middle off a weird transition. I don't love the things that i used to cherish. like music for example, i used to eat, sleep, and breath music. it was my life, but now i don't really give a fuck. i enjoy playing drums still but i feel no drive wHAT so ever to play regularly, improve, or spend time playing with a band writting new songs or playing old ones. the music i once loved is dead. skateboarding isn't the same either. i love bombing hills but it brings me up and puts me down in a matter of seconds. i haven't surfed in months, but yet i never truely feel the desire to drive to the beach, put on a wetsuit and paddle out. i like dirtbiking, but my bike died and i have no drive to fix it right now. football is a love/hate sorta thing but i like meeting new people and getting in shape. besides what else would i do with all that time? go to work? fuck no. i hate my job more than anything but i found a gliche in the system. i really get paid to do nothing meaningful to the world at all. why would i work anywhere else? women. do i really need to say anything else? it's a "can't live with them can't live without them" sorta deal. my whole life nothing in relationships has faised me. i never cared, ever. until now. i never once thought that i would care this much and i really can't help it. we'll see what happens next..

so i really don't know what the fuck is going on right now. i just want it to be summer already. i've been bumming. thats all. over it

This last month or so has been amazing. I've been surfing a ton, going to football practice, hanging out with my friends, doing a little bit of partying, and i've been taking care of all my school stuff. I'm happy, i guess that's all i can really say. Life has been a blast lately.

... I play football for ventura college now. It was a strange decision on my part for sure. It's fun though i like getting in shape and all that

relationships are stupid

178 days left of high school... and counting

i went to ozzfest! hahaha! sharon ozzborne and her horrible offspring suck! it was a good show tho. school started. shitty. i've been going to band practice almost everyday so thats cool. school still sucks. well later party people

buena is cooler. things are getting better along with my grades. so thats cool. ya thats all thats really new i guess. i dont do anything exiting ever. but im still fine with that. but ya i should go. i miss jenna. later.

today me and jenna went to the movies and saw boogyman. don't see that it sucked. and i just found out that it's from the producers of the grudge and now i'm mad cuz i just paid to see another one of their movies. o well tho it was still good to hang out with jenna cuz we hadn't hung out in a while. so ya i'll talk to you all later.

so how is everyone? i've been ok. ya im boring so there is not much to talk about. maybe more later.

crazy janette is awesome!!!! the show tonight was bitching. i was a lot of fun. i got kicked in the knee all hard. it kinda hurts. o well it was still fun.

well. buena's ok its better than foothill. but things feel weird. i dunno im just an idiot. it feels weird having all my classes everyday. i do my best to stay away from drama . but anyways it feels like forever since everyone has hung out. im glad tomorrow is friday.

ive been good lately. monday and tuesday i hung out with jenna wich was way cool. then on wensday it was my fisrt day at buena it was cool but weird. then today was cooler im more comfortable and i know my way around better. more later.

well i dont go to foothill anymore. i guess i should be happy but i kinda sucks leaving a bunch of my friends. but it'll get better... i hope. well i dunno i'll miss my friends at foothill. but it'll be cool cuz i can see all my buena friends. well anyways i went to the mall with everyone yesterday and it was pretty fun. well i guess i'll see you all later somtime.

yesterday i went to the mall with jenna,glenn,and brooke. it was really fun. soon after we got ther shane came. then kc nick and drew showed up then left. then lauren and jenna w stopped by. then everyone left and i got a ride home. 1 day left at foothill.

3 more days!!!!!! 3 days!!!! can i make it??? im almost outta foothill!!! devin, johnny we can make it!!!!!!

4 days left i've got classes set up at buena and release papers at foothill.

today is my half birthday. that means in six months it'll be my real birthday and i'll finally be sixteen. so ne ways i went to finding neverland with jenna and shane. it was a strange movie. i got scared when he danced with the bear. after that we just went to taco bell and got picked up. all in all it was fun.

i got in to buena!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!! i cant wait to go there!!! 5 days left at foothill. glenn's house was fun yesterday. thanks again glenn.