I Am A Star*

Feeling: irritated
I was sick for the past 4 days or so and I've come to notice a good outcome of it. I didn't eat hardly anything, and all I drank was water. My middle name is vanity so of course I'm loving that effect. My appetite has decreased drastically. I bought one meal at Taste of China and it's taken me 6 meal times to devour it, and I'm still not finished. I love the feeling of not eating. Not the pain that you endure but the thought of your body eating itself in order for you to become what the world see's as [whatyoushouldlooklike.] It makes me smirk. I've been putting on a show for the mirror and it has been showing me it likes what it see's. I like what I'm seeing. A change. A drastic one. I almost never want to eat again. This is the beginning of a beautiful friendship between me and my body.
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well, i spose that you could always take more pictures of you kissing other girls
oh man that is a kick in the balls

i dont think you could have made it any worse for the girl lol

honesty is rough from the ladies, but its helpful too haha kudos (dumbest word ever made ps)
sex slave sounds nice, i get really fucking horny when i drink
ahaha i don't need KY for that....and tjhats' colo if you wannt watch, but you should join in, it could be fun hahaha sorry i've been fdrinking and uhhh i'm saying sdtupid things
lol...thats sooo bad, but its probably at least one of the most honest things that i have ever heard from a girl haha...you guys love your presents. At least i got a promise ring out of this one too haha
what the fuck am i supposed to do with KY?
if thats you, that is a badass picture lol
that is kind of like how i am. i havent eaten in 3 days. and i am hopping i will loose weight. i like you diary.
[Anonymous]
hey amy, glad to hear your feeling better, i'd love to see ya again. call me.
[Anonymous]
Fast food was my last resort, too. It sucks.
You should cut my hair :] I wanna get it cut. Its down to my ass and its been that way forever. Im getting sick of it. When do you finish beauty school?
if you would be willing to show those pictures off, i'm sure i'd be willing to take a look....or 8
Ah, anorexia at its finest. I know what you mean. Im at the point where Im so mad at myself for letting myself get to the way I am that Im all anorexic kinda, not really but sorta kinda trying because Im a loser? Yea. Idk. Im fat and I hate myself for it. I added you on myspace
Yea, we have that. I dont hate Arby's food. I love it. I just hate working there. Its a bitch. x813843238743

YAY! Im someones woman ^_^

HAHA! That's great. lol

A new toothbrush and tounge scraper? I never heard of a tounge scraper before! I just use my toothbrush. I'm a caveman. ;)
Oh, you've been sick? Are you just barely getting over it or did it just start?
Haha. Ok :] I'll be your woman.

FUCK ARBY'S! Ugh. I already fucking hate it. *rawr* -.-'

Im gonna try and not eat today. [lol] Wanna make it a game and see who doesnt eat the longest? XD [jk?] haha

Haha... HEY!

Yeah, today is Friday and the last day of summer school! You don't have anything planned for today? I get to go to my stupid-arse piano and cello lesson today after school. And then I get to go to a BBQ and swimming with my friends! WHOOT! Then I have to go to my voice lesson which shouldn't be that bad. I might spend the night at my friends house... not sure.

But it would be really nice to relax at home all day.
Wow. You changed your diary. Nice.

I just stoped by to say hi!
I wont give you the whole lecture on Ana but I hope you will take care with it. One of my friends became anorexic and had to be admitted into hospital.
Take care of yourself!
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i'd have to agree with that sentiment that you'd be a hot lesbian
that whole lez idea wouldn't be soooooo bad, the world needs sexy lesbians such as yourself. i never understood why homosexuals had to act like the other sex....most of the time anyways
Everyone always says Im not fat and that I shouldnt be trying to lose weight and shit but I find myself fat and disgusting so whatever. Anorexia is fun :] lol