boys and friends

Listening to: yellowcard
Feeling: alienated
im all alone but thats fine im chillin wit my lil sis its amazin how alike me and her are .....except shes a red head and 4 years younger but thats it... i wish i was back at her age and i could do everything over but i would probably just mess stuff up more because i would try to be something im not like this preppy preppy princess or this goth im somewhere in between i like what i like and if you dont like it i dont care even though i have no good self image of myself and whats always been hard for me is that i have these beautiful friends that always get the guy any guy all she has to do is smile and they want her and then theres ciera who doesnt need a guy because shes waiting for the right one. but then theres me the one that takes these desperate atempts a having a boyfriend and i always choose the losers cuz i kno i cant do any better. well i guess im waiting and ill just have to do that wait...... Current Favorites Color: Pink,purple,red and black Number: 6 Band: story of the year CD:tacking back sunday Song: sublime-luvins wut i got TV Show:ummmm..fear factor its so nasty is cool Movie: office space, jeappers creapers,and harold and kumar go 2 white castle Cereal:reeses puffs yummmmmmm Candy: smores bars Drink: moutian dew Pizza: cheese god u got me slobberin Sub: italian bmt Ice Cream: rocky road duh Store:-pacsin-zumiez-hot topic Shoes:dcs Jeans: levis all the way Day:friday Month: june Season: Summer Holiday: halloween rocks the cock Book: bythe light of the moon by dean koonz School Subject: yearbook and la Mall: ummm flatirons?? Scent:beyond paradise it smells like jasmine from when i was a kid in new Zealand Sport:basketball-cheer( i kno ur like omfg) Cartoon Character:betty boop Restaurant: this indian place in denver Last Person You.. Hugged:rose Kissed: im not tellin Talked to on the phone: jessica Danced with: messisa Spent the night with: kayla Went to a movie with:joe,renee,rox,cc,kayla,umm i think thats it Went to dinner with: my family Laughed with: dani Cried with: myself Did something illegal with:shhhhhhhhh Other Age of first kiss: 5 First person you kissed: ianWhere your first kiss took place: hot tub... dare Number of people you've kissed:its imbarassin but like 3 Most romantic place you've kissed someone: hot tub Least romantic place you've kissed someone: hot tub Have You Ever.. Flown in an airplane: yup yup Rode on a firetruck: i wish that would fuckin rock Traveled to a foreign country: all the time man Been in a fight: welcome to my life Been to a concert: warped tour all the way Stolen anything: haha yes no details Had your heart broken:no...not yet Broken someone's heart: i doubt it Gone to band camp: noooo Written a poem for someone you love: nope Laughed til you pissed your pants:all the time ( bad bladder )JUST JOSHIN Failed a grade: not yet Broken a bone: my finger now its all funky Had stitches: yes Spun in circles until you got dizzy and fell down: name one person who hasnt Drooled on yourself: o yea Skipped school: not on purpose Current Date: august 27th, 2004 Time:742 Location: mi casa Clothing:volcom shirt and levis Mood:hmmmmm i dont kno yet Thoughts:wut am i gunna do? First Name//: LaLa Age//: 15 Gender//: chick Nickname(s)//: LaLa sexypants, Laur Hair Color//: BlOnDe Hair Style//: layered,shortish Eye Color//: blue *What is your favorite* Game//: solitare i can never get ne one to play wit me, earf music video//:only one yellow card Animal//: flamingos im in luv Country//: china...go commies! jk um new zealand and costa rica Food//: artachokes kick ass *Friends* Best//: kayla, ciera Funniest//: dani Coolest//:rox Sweetest//: rose Kindest//: mellisa Annoyingest//: jessiva and renee Dullest//: topper Most Intelligent//: kayla Athletic//: umm i dunno *Relationships* Boy(Girl)friend//: i wish Are you in love right now//: im hoping Do you have a crush//: yup. Do you have a stalker//: not to my knowlage. Do you miss someone right now//: yup *What do you do* At school//: have 2 much fun At home//: not there much Outside//: chill When you first wake up//: curse out my alarm clock What _____do you hate Food//: cow toungue Color//: pale pink Hair color//:green Tv show//: the oc Clothing style//: ganster *Emotions Right Now* Are You Happy Right Now//: not really Sad//: a bit Grumpy//: never Annoyed//:yea Angry//: ur making me a lil bit Sick//: dont think so do i have a temp? Lonely//: always.... Bored//: noooooo im just sittin on my ass doin nothin *Have you ever* Made your own religion//: its called lalaism Written backwards//: i am right now Written your own magazine//:in skool Drawn art//: i luv it Got angry with a game//: yeah Played Lacrosse//: no Dyed your hair//: 2 scared Put in contacts for no reason//: yeah kayla knos it hurts like a bitch Swam alone//: yeah..its calming *Things that come to mind when you read...* Intelligentence//: skool Stupidity//: muah Depressed//: my room and pills and razors Blood//: wrists Blue//: ocean Gray//: paper Sword//: sword fish Golf//: pink golf balls Soccer//: emily Yellow//: yellowcard Socks//: holes Ribbon//: mom *Random Questions* a lot of friends//: i guess Write good//: i hope so Eat a lot//: yeah im tryin to work on that Like the day Friday//: yes Like the month December//: no its when i get depperesed *Do you(or are you)* (DY)Give good advice//: i try (DY)Talk crap//: who doesnt (DY)Play a lot of games//: yes (DY)Wear hats//: my heads to big (DY)Like to be outside//: yes (AY) Always mad//: sort of (AY) Always happy//: no (AY) A good friend//: I try *This or that (Last questions)* Night or day//: night Snow or Rain//: rain Stars or the Moon//: stars Ocean or Pool//: ocean Boat or Plane//: plane Books or Magazines//: books Yu-Gi-Oh Cards or Pokemon Cards//: porn!! Blonde or Black Hair//: blonde Green or Blue Eyes//: blue Pants or Shorts//: pants Pop or Rock//: rock Punk or Emo//: both Tatoos or Piercings//: cant choose Necklace or Ring//: ring Clouds or No Clouds//: clouds Art or Literature//: art Jeans or Baggy Pants//: jeans Singing or Dancing//: dancing March or May//: may Halloween or Christmas//: halloween Coke or Pepsi//: (vanilla)coke Hug or Kiss//: kiss(slurp)
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I feel the same way about the whole group thing. When i was in middle school my friends and I had this whole label system, preps, punks, nerds..etc. but we called ourselves the "norms" meaning we could go w. ne group or w.e. But now that i'm in highschool I'm meeting different people and now i don't care about groups er nething. And w. the whole guy situation, I end up w. alot of nerdy guys too, but sometimes that can be ok...i guess :)
-Ashley
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