i have no one like sux i want a boy really bad its so depressing jason is like a no matt is a maybe rocky is a i wish because i couldn't do that to celeste would she b mad?? yea i kno the answer to that i def do and that is she would b so fuckin pissed.why cant i have the normal boyfriend that is so nice and aghhhhh im angry and alone very alone no one will feel this way b/c i kno that its completely my own. my own depressing feeling that only i fuckin feel alone alone alone alone.....