and he's been a friend of mine. and he's schizophrenic. and i got him sent to a shrink. because i told on him. but he doesn't know it was me. he wrote me a poem for valentine's day. it was morbid. it was sweet. it was dissilusioning. it was disturbing. and yes, as he described it, creepy. he knew i would be scared. he knew i would be creeped out. he manipulates me past all boundaries. and i'm sick of it. i want him to stop. i hope he finds this, like all of my other online shit. he stalks me. he calls me. -_-