(31) Confusation!!

I am so confused right now. Me and Tony just broke up yesterday (tear) and everything just seems like it's all wrong now. I still love him more then ever but i felt like things weren't the same between us anymore, too. He called me this morning and we talked for a little while then he had to go and then i called him back and said, you don't have to say it back but i just wanna let you know that i still love you. And guess what!!?? He said i still love you too. Okay now why would you break up with somebody if you still love them. What ever issues or problems that we had i'm sure we could've worked them out if we would've talked about it. I miss him already. It's only been a day but still. After he broke up with me i cried and i hate letting people see me cry. I wouldn't let Tony see me cry though, i walked away before he could. Then i realized, why cry if it's making him happy. I don't wanna force him to be with me. I love him but if this is the way he wants it and he's happy then it's okay i guess. Even though i'm back at having nobody and i'm missin him more then ever i guess i'll just have to put up with it. I love him though. I'm so confused! Should i try to get back together with him or should i just let it cool off!!?? IDK! Only time can tell. I better go, i'm supposed to be working on a history project. *Tony~ If you read this i just want you to know that i love you, and as long as you're happy with things like this then i guess i'm happy to. *Lanya~ Thanks for everything hun. I needed someone to talk to and you were there! Luv ya!! (me you and robert) lol!! fun fun! *Cassandra~ You too. Thank you for always being there for me and you're such a lucky bitch to have Dustin. Remember that. lol! *Dustin~ Yes, i did get a couple of guys phone numbers on friday you got a problem with that. . . lol! Always and Forever!!,, **~~GENIE~~**
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I love ya genie...happy day today
~Cassandra