--- Dude... I wanna go destroy something. I got an overwhelmin' urge to go set light to someones house, while they're in it. I can be one sick person at times. Mayve I should start a riot... But that'd be too easy. Nah, forget al that, I gotta get rid of these thoughts, they're drivin me mad. I kee having the same dream over and over again too. Some creep telling me to find out who I am, and who my real family are. Its gettin mental now though. Cause I keep seeing his redlection, or getting a glimpse of him disappearing around a corner. I'm way too paranoid, that or it does mean something. I'm really jumpy too, its so easy to scare me by jumpin out on me these days. It never used to make a difference. I hope it wears off. xox