Well... Um... Reading through this was all kinda pretty depressing. So I decided to update, cos life is awesome! Okay... For those who've read my entries, you'll understand this babble a lot more, for others, its probably not gona make as much sense... I don't miss Benjy anymore. My eyes have been well and truly opened and I know why my family and a lot of my friends didn't like him. Basicly he's a complete prick. I've moved on a lot quicker than I thought I would... Could be considered a bad thing, but I'm finally happy. Within 2 weeks of us splitting up I was dating again, and now, months later, I'm engaged to that guy. He makes life the best thing ever. At last I feel appreciated, and he doesn'y complain that our relationship is a "look after lou-lou show". Well it wouldn't have to be because we look after each other, presumably thats what couples do ya know, so its no chore, as it seemed to be for certain people before. I'm gona go now, got stuff to do an' all. Bye people! xox