-- Argh! *sings* I'm addicted to you!!! I think I actually am lol. Been with him every day this week... and I miss him already. So much so I have a headache and I feel quite sick. It's well weird. Kinda feel empty and my heart really hurts. The necklace he gave me today smells like him. You'd think that'd be comforting? It makes me feel worse!! >.< He was gonna try phone me tonight... but he hasn't... I hope he's okay... Maybe he'll phone me tomorrow? I hope so... OMG! I worry soooo much! It's annoying actually. Okay Cupid. You got me. You got me good. I hate you. Why are you such a smartass?! I promised myself I'd never fall in love. That wasn't an invitation to hit me with everything you had!!... Thing is... It's not that bad really. But I'm terrified of getting hurt. It's been over a year now. So far so good. Been a few hiccups. But we got through them. Ilove you so much Ben. And theres nothing I can do to stop me thinking about you. I'm crazy, I'm crazy about you. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox