When everything is lonely, I can be my own best friend.

Listening to: Bright Eyes.
How's your life been? Everything I expected it to be. Nothing I expected it to be. Could you go the rest of your life without drinking alcohol? No. If you asked me this six months go, I would have said, “Absolutely!” but now this is what my weekends have become. So no. Probably not. Do you hate the last person you kissed? The last person I kissed was the girlfriend of a once-close friend. I don’t hate her. I don’t feel anything for her. We were drunk, you see, and she had always been attractive. He wasn’t there, but he says the imagery is hot, and he’d like us to do it again. All I can think is that I would have made a better decision sober. When was the last time you felt upset ? As in sad-upset or angry-upset? The last time I was angry-upset was maybe a week ago, when a kid I know told everyone about the above incident at school and I got shit for it all day. I like my private life to remain, well, private. What are you listening to? Lua. Bright Eyes. I’ve heard it a thousand times and it still makes me want to cry. When’s the next time you’ll kiss someone of the opposite sex? Christ, I have no idea. If my ex gets his way (which he won’t), then this weekend. If I decide to be a wonderful person and abstain from imbibing until, like, college, then probably not until the summer, when Tom comes to visit from lovely ol’ England. Probably somewhere in-between. I’m not a wonderful person. What do your pants look like? Jeans. They fit me alright around the waist, but are too big for my legs, so they make me look all out of proportion. What's the best thing about Winter? The smell of the cold. Cold definitely has a scent, and I love the way it burns your nose when you breathe in. Do you hate when people smoke around you? I actually like it. I don’t smoke anything but cigars, and only when I’m intoxicated (this is making me sound like an alcoholic, and I swear I’m not), but my father used to come home smelling like the bar down the street when I was younger, and I’ve always associated that smell of cigarette smoke with affection. Do you have any plans for tomorrow? School. Driver’s Ed. College applications. Sleep. This is my life. Will this weekend be a good one? Probably not, no. Everyone’s busy, my ex wants to get back together, and I have college stuff to do. Do you have a tan? I'm a redhead. I don’t tan. I burn. Yeah, I'm bored of this already.
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I'm a red-head too, I sympathise with your tanning pains... I turn into a bright red lobster if I get too much sun. Without the claws of course...
I adore bright eyes, They have so many songs that make me want to cry :] Lush!