I cant get enough

Listening to: Pain
Feeling: anxious
So Basically today all that happened was one bad thing after another until I got high haha then I was like woooo off the fucking walls :) but anyways I'm still high so I'm hyper and crazy.... I really really like this one guy hes such a sweetheart yet theres still ups and downs going through my head about him... I want to be with him so bad but the down sides would be hes still got a girlfriend and a big issue is he reminds me some what of my ex that I almost fell in love with but ended up getting really hurt. I dont want to get hurt no more I want to finally find love and be able to spend a long long time with someone. Theres so much going on though like ugh I dont know where to even begin but all I know is things need to start getting better for me or I will come to my breaking point and just give up on EVERYTHING and theres no need for that but what can I say the inner me is extremely emoooo :( o well I will write more tomorrow peace<3
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Seriously nothing takes the edge off a bad like a good toke. I'm with you all the way. Your so young and have soo much ahead of you I don't think you quite grasp it. As much as heart break sucks now is the time to take risks and if you really like this guy go for it and tell him he needs to ditch the chick. You really deserve better then that. If not then your gonna find another guy in a hot second don't worry.
Just remember its times like this that make us strong! As for me well my ex hasn't really come around and I still do have feelings but I met a new guy at a party last night and I really couldn't be more excited! Life is finally turning around lol.