So theres this special guy thats stuck on my mind 24/7 and he likes me a lot but not as much as I care for him.
The only bad thing is I have to wait a little less then 2 years to be with him only cause he doesnt want to go to jail cause of people talking their shit cause hes 21 and I'm only 16.
I dont know its way more then a crush not as far as love yet. I wish I could be with him every second of the day he makes me so happy :)
Its weird like hes the only guy that makes me feel so happy and like I actually mean something.
It really saddens me cause he wont be with me I want him to be mine and only mine. He says I will be his and only his in less then 2 years but I CANT WAIT!!! like I can but I dont want to I love being in his arms like I tear up when he holds me tight cause it feels soooo right♥! I get so sad when I see him and he doesnt hug me or talk to me like I just about want to cry. I could honestly say I could see me falling deeply in love with this guy being with him forever and ever :)
In the mean time I get to talk stuff over with my best friends thats the only way I'll stay happy cause they know how to cheer me up always!
I only have like 4 best friends that I can actually TRUST with everything!
They are - Crystal, Melissa, Jessica, and Sckhy!
They are more like sisters to me but ok I love them to death and I always will♥ :)