So this is my first entry on this diary, and i have to say that this is a relief. Lately i don't know why, but i am having an easier time trusting in strangers than my closest friends and family. Especially in my love life. It seems like everyone i am close to is too worried about the image i am making for myself, and well as long as i'm happy with what i am doing, i feel that it isn't a big problem. Okay...i am trying to convert my religion, and i am finding that it is getting really hard. Bad habits are always hard to break. I was born into a christian family, and i went to church for more than half my life, but now i feel lost. I dont know where i really belong. I've stopped going to church, and i have found a religion that seems to fit me more, but i am having troubles comprehending what i am supposed to do, and who i'm supposed to be. I am trying to become wiccan, and for those who dont know what that is, it's known for its witchcraft. And well i am not in it just for the magic, it seems a lot more promising than christianity, but it's hard to get into their holidays and rituals, when you've spent most of your life believing in something completely different.